You really think I just stopped at getting a sweetmetal, because that's where you would stop. Crumbs.
[Jordan laughs. Of course Hennessey would look at this fucking cocksure white boy and eventually realize that he's full of shit. In a way, that makes Jordan feel better about Hennessey's seeming lack of care. Maybe it wasn't about her. Maybe it was about Ronan.
She remembers the first time the Moderators called Declan, asked if he'd heard from Ronan—or at least the first time it happened and Jordan was with him. Declan turned them down and said he had a lawyer on retainer. The person on the other end hung up. For a while, it had even seemed like Declan was... proud? Approved, at least, of what Ronan was doing. It seemed harmless enough, but then everything started waking up and he'd gotten more concerned. At the time, Jordan thought it was just the sheer audacity of what Ronan was doing that concerned Declan. As far as Declan was concerned, Dreamers were something to stay hidden. To stay quiet.
Now, she's wondering if Declan realized what she just did: there was no plan to what Ronan was doing. It was like a bad forgery when she finally stepped in close to look at it: haphazard techniques, sloppy brushwork, mismatched materials. Ronan's thinking about the end result, the thing he wants. Knowing the end result isn't enough in forgery. It doesn't matter if a forger can paint something that looks like something else if they don't understand how to do it.]
You think like a copyist, you know? You paint the Mona Lisa with shitty student acrylics and think it's enough that it looks the same.
No, I wouldn't bother with them in the first place, because they don't fucking matter. But if pretending you have the answers makes you feel better about Hennessy not giving a shit about you, knock yourself out.
[Ronan almost rolls his eyes but instead settles for shrugging his shoulders in casual disregard. In spite of himself, his tone has a definite edge of 'person talking to a particularly slow five-year-old', but he is trying to be patient. It's far from something he's good at though, and it feels like there's still venom in his mouth, even if he's trying to not push. He hadn't wanted this for her- it was a shitty thing to have to deal with, and he did feel bad for her.
He doesn't want to make this a stupid fight -- although in honesty, Ronan is mostly only keeping his temper because he thinks Jordan sounds like an idiot rather than insulting. None of it is really hurtful, because it's all so off-center. It just makes it obvious that Hennessy never used the phone he dreamt her; he'd assumed that she would have called her, talked to Jordan ...
But he hadn't called Adam either, had he?]
Look, if the only reason you're here is for this asshole shit, I can get that from Kavinsky for free and he makes it sound better.
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[Jordan laughs. Of course Hennessey would look at this fucking cocksure white boy and eventually realize that he's full of shit. In a way, that makes Jordan feel better about Hennessey's seeming lack of care. Maybe it wasn't about her. Maybe it was about Ronan.
She remembers the first time the Moderators called Declan, asked if he'd heard from Ronan—or at least the first time it happened and Jordan was with him. Declan turned them down and said he had a lawyer on retainer. The person on the other end hung up. For a while, it had even seemed like Declan was... proud? Approved, at least, of what Ronan was doing. It seemed harmless enough, but then everything started waking up and he'd gotten more concerned. At the time, Jordan thought it was just the sheer audacity of what Ronan was doing that concerned Declan. As far as Declan was concerned, Dreamers were something to stay hidden. To stay quiet.
Now, she's wondering if Declan realized what she just did: there was no plan to what Ronan was doing. It was like a bad forgery when she finally stepped in close to look at it: haphazard techniques, sloppy brushwork, mismatched materials. Ronan's thinking about the end result, the thing he wants. Knowing the end result isn't enough in forgery. It doesn't matter if a forger can paint something that looks like something else if they don't understand how to do it.]
You think like a copyist, you know? You paint the Mona Lisa with shitty student acrylics and think it's enough that it looks the same.
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[Ronan almost rolls his eyes but instead settles for shrugging his shoulders in casual disregard. In spite of himself, his tone has a definite edge of 'person talking to a particularly slow five-year-old', but he is trying to be patient. It's far from something he's good at though, and it feels like there's still venom in his mouth, even if he's trying to not push. He hadn't wanted this for her- it was a shitty thing to have to deal with, and he did feel bad for her.
He doesn't want to make this a stupid fight -- although in honesty, Ronan is mostly only keeping his temper because he thinks Jordan sounds like an idiot rather than insulting. None of it is really hurtful, because it's all so off-center. It just makes it obvious that Hennessy never used the phone he dreamt her; he'd assumed that she would have called her, talked to Jordan ...
But he hadn't called Adam either, had he?]
Look, if the only reason you're here is for this asshole shit, I can get that from Kavinsky for free and he makes it sound better.