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Ronan Lynch ([personal profile] threesecrets) wrote2021-05-06 05:35 pm
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-10-31 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
I just said 'hey out of curiosity how do you feel about this thing' not 'hey do you want to get fisted right now'

you're the one who asked me to show you
I mean yeah I want to do it but

I don't want to freak you out either
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-10-31 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
you thought what?

[Over text probably wasn't the best place for a conversation like this, but Kavinsky was nothing if not persistent. But if Ronan didn't answer him, well, he'd just find him when he got home.]
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-10-31 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[Alright. That was fine. Not texting back at least gave Kavinsky an inkling that Ronan was genuinely upset. He just...wasn't entirely sure how they'd gotten into this position. He knew it was his fault, probably, but-

When he finally got home, he wrangled his way around the dog, tossed his sunglasses on the counter, and went to find Ronan.]


Alright. What's the damage?
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-11-01 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Well, that wasn't very helpful. Kavinsky almost said as much, but he refrained--barely. He shifted his weight from one foot to the other, then crossed his arms. He hardly knew where to start. Did he apologize? But for what?]

So what can I do?

[No one else was going to fix this mess; it was on his shoulders. Which he wasn't exactly upset about. He was more upset they were in this situation in the first place.]

I didn't realize you were so sensitive.
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-11-02 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Only sometimes, man.

[He wasn't going to dance around the subject. Ronan was sensitive, sometimes in a good way, sometimes bad.]

Just tell me if I fucked up, okay? If I'm being too weird for you, let me know.

[He'd try to reign it in. But how else was he supposed to know what was too weird for Ronan if they didn't talk about things? He was used to his boys and sometimes they were freaks--but so was Kavinsky. Anyone else, he might have just sprung something kinky on them, but with Ronan...he was maybe a little worried about fucking shit up and losing him. He didn't know how badly he'd have to fuck up to reach that point, but he didn't want to find out.]
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-11-02 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[That kind of sounded like he'd fucked up. Just not in the way he'd been thinking. It sort of had been out of academic interest, if he was being honest, and then Ronan had said yes and things had snowballed from there.]

Are you going to punch me if I say it started out that way? I figured you were going to say you weren't interested, then you said yes, then I thought I'd made you uncomfortable.

[It really said something about how much he cared about Ronan that he genuinely worried about making him uncomfortable. He usually couldn't care less and sometimes even purposely made people uncomfortable.]

It wasn't a joke, I was-

[He made a vague gesture, at a loss for words. He hadn't meant to make Ronan feel like he'd done something wrong or like he'd made it weird.]
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-12-01 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
[He might have felt better if Ronan had punched him. At least that would have been productive violence--he assumed, anyway. But this...this was good, too. Ronan wasn't pulling away, even though Kavinsky could tell that he wanted to.

It pained him to apologize, but-]


Sorry I made a mess of things.

[He exhaled, pressing his mouth to the side of Ronan's head.]

Okay. If I didn't make this too awkward, I'm still down for giving it a go.
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-12-01 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Life was all trial and error, in Kavinsky's opinion. You kept trying until you got shit right, and along the way, you fucked up a lot. Kavinsky'd done a lot of fucking up but it never stopped him from trying. And working together, the give and take and discussions and compromise--it meant (he hoped) that they were going to last.

Relieved when Ronan laughed, he laughed, too, grinning wickedly.]


You didn't think I was going to just ditch this idea, did you?

[He was glad Ronan was willing to humor him. Sure, the idea of trying some things was a little scary, but he'd never do anything that might legitimately hurt Ronan. Or if he did, he'd at least adequately talk about it first. This? This wouldn't legitimately hurt.]
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-12-01 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
Good.

[It took all of his willpower not to tack 'boy' onto the end of that. It wouldn't have been entirely because of his trend of dog jokes with Ronan, but because of his trend of dog jokes with people in general. He did it to his boys, too, especially Skov.]

Well.

[He rubbed his hands up and down Ronan's arms, tilting his head back a little with a shiver.]

With a lot of prep and a lot of lube. [He wiggled his fingers dramatically, because they were going to be the prep.] And if I hurt you at any point, you tell me and we'll stop.

[He wanted Ronan to only have positive experiences, sexually.]
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-12-01 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
[He was willing to compromise on that. Most of the time he didn't want to get under Ronan's skin. Not when they both had better ways to express themselves now. He lived in a world where he could just say I love you to Ronan.

He kissed him back, humming softly. He didn't know how things were going to go, but he was going to treat Ronan with all of the care and tenderness that most people probably didn't think he was capable of.]


Don't overthink it, okay? And try to loosen up.

[He wasn't teasing or being mean--he meant it literally. Ronan being tense, muscles tight, wasn't going to help. But he also knew that it was easier said than done. He was prepared to go the extra mile for him, give him a goddamn massage or something if it'd help him relax.

Taking Ronan by the hand, he started tugging him towards the bedroom.]
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-12-03 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Kavinsky meant it when he said he would take good care of Ronan--or implied that he would, anyway. He'd never been on the receiving end of this, himself, but he still knew it could be A Lot. He'd been careful with Proko; he'd be careful with Ronan. It was more than that, too; after feeling like he'd made a mess of things, he owed it to Ronan to make this good.

Once they'd reached the bedroom, Kavinsky kissed him slowly, letting it linger before sliding his hands down to push them up under Ronan's shirt, breaking away only to tug it up. He might have been eager and wanted to get his hands all over the other dreamer, he was trying not to rush. Rushing probably wouldn't help with relaxation.]
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[personal profile] burnyoudown 2021-12-04 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kavinsky normally wasn't a fan of the whole undressing stage before sex--it was a time-waster, nothing but obstacles in the way to something better--but he could pace himself. He could enjoy undressing Ronan--he did. He'd had dreams about it, before this place, before the disastrous 4th of July, but even then he'd been in a rush to get their clothes off.

He helped with his own shirt, dropping it carelessly to the floor once it was off. His gold chain glinted at his collarbone.

Toeing out of his shoes, he glanced down to see if Ronan was wearing any--they'd be another obstacle if he was--then used one foot to slide his discarded sneakers off to the side. Not far enough out of the way that they wouldn't be tripped over in the future, but enough for now.

Whether Ronan was wearing shoes or not, Kavinsky kissed him again, hands dropping to the front of his pants to get to work undoing them.]

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